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Friday, December 31, 2010

*piak*


a very very long *PIAK* on my face.... 
*PIAK PIAK PIAK*
happy new year 2011!!

Monday, December 27, 2010

barack obama says


"I don't think there's some magic trick here. I think I've got a good nose for talent, so I hire really good people. And I've got a pretty healthy ego, so I'm not scared of hiring the smartest people, even when they're smarter than me. And I have a low tolerance of nonsense and turf battles and game-playing, and I send that message very clearly. And so over time, I think, people start trusting each other, and they stay focused on mission, as opposed to personal ambition or grievance. If you've got really smart people who are all focused on the same mission, then usually you can get some things done." -- Barack Obama

Bangkok 20/12/2010

Its our family trip after so many years...
its been long time we didn't go for a trip
i am very excited because its my first flight :p
click on the link below to check out my tour to Bangkok and Pattaya :))
it was fun. and we had lot of laughter
another thing was, when i saw my youngest brother, i felt that i was seeing myself... hehe... he is not my duplication
i believe that he is way much better. he has his own charisma :)
i feel hard to go back to school but i need to... see you guys in CNY.. i promise i will be home as early as possible

with love, take care <3

被误解的时候微微一笑,是一种修养;
吃亏的是候开心一笑,是一种豁答;
身处窘境的时候自嘲一笑,是一种智慧;
无奈时候达观一笑,是一种境界;
危难时候泰然一笑,是一种大气;
被轻蔑的时候平静一笑,是一种自信;
受委屈的是侯坦然一笑,是一种大度;
失恋的时候能轻轻一笑,是一种洒脱。

 
s-p-l-a-s-h

Sunday, December 26, 2010


看回以前的照片
觉得时间过得很快
老了。。。
为什么每一年我都要试着把一些东西抹掉?
累了
心累了。。。

Sunday, December 19, 2010

woo wow

oh my goodness.... woo wow.... isn't it amazing? 
from : national geographic 
Monarch Butterfly, Mexico

Friday, December 17, 2010

new resolution

friday 17th dec 2010 7:33am

i will be going back to hometown in the afternoon
once i stepped out from malacca, i want to come back with a brand new me
i will only do what i think it is beneficial to me
i could not please everyone again
especially those who i really couldn't find any reason to give another chance
i do not want to let people down in previous days, but i am always the one to get tired of this
i have had enough of these
a brand new year, a brand new me
good luck ching li
i want to honour what have i said

Thursday, December 16, 2010

banana and great dinner

i had a really great photo viewing
and of course i had a Marvelous dinner and chit chatting
what could i expect much?
that was enough for me, i am easily impressed and satisfied :')
thank you for the souvenir
and thank you for the christmas gift, Santa.... Merry Christmas Santa...
peace and love <3
Merry Christmas 2010 :)

Monday, December 13, 2010

机会



不喜欢你这样



Saturday, December 11, 2010

love me for me

love me for me
not for what i have done
or what i will become -- JJ Heller

do not take things for granted :' )

all alone by myself

first morning in malacca during semester break
woke up quite late because i again didn't get good sleep at night.
woke up in the mid night, opened up my eyes, looked at the ceiling wall and realized that i was alone in my room
i was alone, all by myself...
just like how i felt when i was in penang... woke up in the middle of night and found that i was alone, all by myself... :'(

everything would get better when the sun rises....
.... :') 


 best regards,


Thursday, December 9, 2010

一个故事看穿了许多人 {fwd}

傍晚,一只羊独自在山坡上玩,突然从树木中窜出一只狼来,要吃羊,羊跳起来,拼命用角抵抗,并大声向朋友们求救。
  牛在树丛中向这个地方望了一眼,发现是狼,跑走了;
  马低头一看,发现是狼,一溜烟跑了;
  驴停下脚步,发现是狼,悄悄溜下山坡;
  猪经过这里,发现是狼,冲下山坡;
  兔子一听,更是一箭一般离去。
  山下的狗听见羊的呼喊,急忙奔上坡来,从草丛中闪出,一下咬住了狼的脖子,狼疼得直叫唤,趁狗换气时,怆惶逃走了。
  回到家,朋友都来了,
  牛说:你怎么不告诉我?我的角可以剜出狼的肠子。
  马说:你怎么不告诉我?我的蹄子能踢碎狼的脑袋。
  驴说:你怎么不告诉我?我一声吼叫,吓破狼的胆。
  猪说:你怎么不告诉我?我用嘴一拱,就让它摔下山去。
  兔子说:你怎么不告诉我?我跑得快,可以传信呀。
  在这闹嚷嚷的一群中,唯独没有狗。
  真正的友谊,不是花言巧语,而是关键时候拉你的那只手。那些整日围在你身边,让你有些许小欢喜的朋友,不一定是真正的朋友。而那些看似远离,实际上时刻关注着你的人,在你快乐的时候,不去奉承你;你在你需要的时候,默默为你做事的人,才是真正的朋友。

:')

sarah
love it so much
:') :') :')

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

mom

mom wants me to do so....
i guess, the best way is, to listen...

 dad, mom, n me <3

Sunday, December 5, 2010

【转帖】

有时候,莫名的心情不好,不想和任何人说话,只想一个人静静的发呆。­
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有时候,突然觉得心情烦躁,看什么都觉得不舒服,心里闷的发慌,拼命想寻找一个出口。­
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有时候,发现身边的人都不了解自己,面对着身边的人,突然觉得说不出话。­
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有时候,感觉自己与世界格格不入,曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。­
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有时候,突然很想逃离现在的生活,想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。­
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有时候,别人突然对你说,我觉得你变了,然后自己开始百感交集。­
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有时候,希望时间为自己停下,做完己还没来得及做的事情。­
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有时候,想一个人躲起来脆弱,不愿别人看到自己的伤口。­
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有时候,突然很想哭,却难过的哭不出来。­
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有时候,夜深人静,突然觉得不是睡不着,而是固执地不想睡。­
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有时候,明明自己心里有很多话要说,却不知道怎样表达。­
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有时候,觉得自己拥有着整个世界,一瞬间却又觉得自己其实一无所有。­
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真的只是有时候,明明自己身边很多朋友,却依然觉得孤单。­
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有时候,很想放纵自己,希望自己痛痛快快歇斯底里地发一次疯。­
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有时候,突然找不到自己,把自己丢的无影无踪。­
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有时候,心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪,觉得自己很累很累。­
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有时候,看不到自己未来的样子,迷茫的不知所措。­
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有时候,发现自己一夜之间长大了。­
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有时候,听到一首歌,就会突然想起一个人。­
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有时候,希望能找个人好好疼爱自己,渴望一种安全感。可当那个可以疼你的人出现的时候,你却偏执地退隐。­
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有时候,别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话,心里郁闷的发慌。­
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有时候,被别人伤害,嘴上讲没事,其实心里难过的要死。­
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有时候,常常在回忆里挣扎,有很多过去无法释怀。­
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有时候,很容易感动别人的关怀,有时候却麻木地像个笨蛋。­
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有时候,看着时间一点点流逝,任凭叹息,自己却无能为力。­
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其实,有时候,真的会想这么多。。。 ­
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跟朋友装沉默, 跟陌生人讲心里话。 对于在乎你的,不想让他们担心,有时候,没有消息就是一种好消息。其实 ,很想说“我很好”,或许是昧着心说谎,也只是想把最灿烂的一面,放在每个人对自己印象的首页。。。­

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丢了的自己,要记得捡回来…


Saturday, December 4, 2010

管你的

管你的!
坚强点,做自己啦
扩出去!!!

Thursday, December 2, 2010

我想走了
你继续选吧
我还是走好了...

Sunday, November 28, 2010

hero

everyone's a hero
.....
be mine

Saturday, November 27, 2010

tear

i am so sad... really sad... 
i accidentally deleted some picture that is very important to me...
my tears drop after i miss-pressed the delete button....
those were so memorable, to me
S-T-U-P-I-D lcl...
you are no good... nothing's good...

.....

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

to U, this time, KE :)

nothing is going to change who you are and what you are
believe in yourself that you could do it
believe in yourself that the decision that you made is absolutely making yourself comfortable
believe in yourself that you would live happier without things that you have used to be with....
bear in mind that placing yourself in dilemma is nothing fun... 
i believe in you, as you are my lil sista <3
promise me n promise yourself that you are my prettiest lil sista :)

Monday, November 22, 2010

WCC

will be going out with wcc for breakfast later
wcc, even though you could be so fierce sometime, but i have treated you as my best friend and of course my big sista... :)
every time when i wanted to talk to someone, i will always get into your room and talk to you regardless whether you wanted to talk to me or not. 
kinda funny that i could click with you well, hope that you feel the same too...
wcc... i appreciate you and its really well-worthy for knowing you... 
even though we are not sticking to each other every single minute
who cares? i could still feel the togetherness between us
you occupied a place in my heart
i will forever and ever remember who are you to me...
<3 you, wcc....
i remember how you hold my hand, few times, especially when i need you... thank you... 

Sunday, November 21, 2010

relax

relax.....
sleep and now its the time to wake up
wakey wakey...

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

terceS

how would people know what do you want if you don't even tell?
if you keep all those thinking inside yourself so what do you expect from others?
you expect them to think at your side?
you expect them to do what do you want them to do, in fact, you didn't approach to tell in depth?
i personally do not think that keeping everything to yourself help you in any sense
couldn't you to be a bit approaching? 
ask as if you wanted it enthusiastically
tell as if you keep no secret
approach as if you wanted to give an invitation so badly
act as if you are the clown
should you back off if you do not understand what is happening in the reality of life?
that is my personal opinion and you could always say that i am wrong
what so ever, i just wanted to tell what is in my mind... 
its the art of life...

Monday, November 15, 2010

G.O.D

i know that i cannot do what i have repeatedly told myself
learn something
that we do not make decision
we never ever make decision
because HE helps you
so the only decision that we could make is
life our life happily.... 
<3 <3 <3

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Marilyn Monroe

i had made up my mind
can i do that?
yea, slowly and gradually
i need to do that
i must handle it well

care not, please....
didn't it remind you a lot?
hell ya lcl... 






Tuesday, November 9, 2010

hmm

some time, i do not need anything extreme...
just some little action might make me to feel happy and blissful

shit




SHIT SHIT it is just so SHITTY............................




the world, lets face it

sorry 对不起
i do not like this feeling
forget it
and face the world again

:) :) :)

Sunday, November 7, 2010

another morning

its a lazy sunday morning
i do not feel like waking up
received a message and i replied
isn't it wonderful to get an early morning wish?
watched some short video clips and morale of those stories inspired me in some sence
see more and think wider
wondering for whom should i live for?
of course i would definitely answer u, for my family and myself
shouldn't we only live for ourself?
yes, some might, but for me, family always come first, they ranked above me
then, together with the one i love, with my besties, and many more which are important to me, i live my life.....
busy for life and career is not a reason to ignore people that you love or around you, that is absolutely an excuse
spent time with them because when you are gradually getting older, what would you blame? 
spent less time with those you love? or spent less time with your career and work? think about it...


change, if you feel that you need a change :)

Saturday, November 6, 2010

lesson 1

do not always think that you are right
people is not anyone to you
you have no right to puppet them so that they could be the way you want
do not ever blame on other people and say that how innocent you are
if you have done wrong, admit it then change it
people wont be upset or angry if that is not your fault
there must be something that you have done wrongly
admit the fault and think back what have you done
even a minor mistake could lead to disaster
respect and accept what people judge on you as there must be some reason behind
do not always fight because you think you are right
everyone thinks that they are right
but if someone pointed out your mistake, accept it and rub it off
be aware, be careful, do not ever, never repeat the mistakes again
never ever.....!
 

Thursday, November 4, 2010

蕭亞軒-最熟悉的陌生人(KTV)

KTV 張惠妹 我為什麼那麼愛你

have a break

u might have enough of me
i might have enough of you
that is why a break is needed
everyone experiences that they themselves do not admit their fault
what comes around goes around

i was repeatedly practicing some chords just now
i am tired of being so tense every time when i want to speak
i do not feel that i am being the real me
i am glad that things changed good
but there is always a huge room for improvement

i need a break for a while
i do not want to prove myself that it was a regretful choice
to whom i could share my feeling with?
with whom i could be the real me?

i appreciate everything that i had
i believe that i put my heart and soul towards something that i really care
i am really that bad?
that i always interpret something good badly?
am i bad? i am thinking, keep on thinking...

i think i am bad
i am really not good enough
i need a break
to really think of what am i
and at the mean time
enjoy being care-free...

its your choice to either go forward, backward, or stop....

Sunday, October 31, 2010

clear


i miss the togetherness with my besties
we could talk non stop. i miss them. its been long long time, i am not myself
sometime i just cant see what makes me outstanding
i do repeatedly think about this
and what i wanted to do now is, find them and list them out..............

thank you

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

you say it best when you say nothing at all


its amazing how you can speak right to my heart
without saying a word you can light up the dark.....

i recalled when we walked aside all the way to car park
i remembered when we could sit at a corner talking and laughing so loud as if no one could hear us

touch of your hand says you catch me whenever i fall

we were always together supporting each other without letting each to fall
i believe that you were not letting me to fall, i believe that...

its happy when recalling the past because that were just so fabulous
its sad too when mentioning the past because we are going to separate, so soon.. we won't be hanging out like what we did anymore....

too many happened... 
i shall appreciate them....  


and do not remember the sadness... 

Sunday, October 24, 2010

last good night

before i lied on my bed
before i closed my eyes
before i turned in
i would like to wish you a last good night
good night there... 

Saturday, October 16, 2010

ambition

yes, i have ambitions, they are not clear for the time being
but no doubt i want myself to at least achieve something in few years time
i do not want to waste time in struggling myself to things that i cant even see the future
some people are hinting me, intentionally, so that i could prioritize things
yes, i have ambitions
we need to only deal with things that may bring us bright future
not those that would make us to fall or fail...

fly me :)

Friday, October 15, 2010

stupid


i should be the one leading
but now?
i am lacking a lot behind
i am scared
i am trembling
and i even do not want to face the truth
i wan to even run away
from my project
i am doubting that whether i could handle it or not
it is not hard
but i always hold myself back
i do not dare to proceed on it
i am stupid
i am cowardice
but, i promise, in four days time, i would work it till the end

Thursday, October 14, 2010

good work:)


they may forget what you say, but they will never forget what you have made them feel
the passion, the hard work, the enthusiasm, and the effort are perceived.
i feel you because you made it fantastically... :)



Saturday, October 9, 2010

back off? No way

that is me and that is always me

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

:(

一点都不好
为什麽不能向你问好?
我没错
为什麽不能...?

Monday, October 4, 2010

want to


i want to let myself go too

sometimes when we touch



Sometimes When We Touch

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides



Sunday, October 3, 2010

faithful


When I can't feel you, I have learned to reach out just the same
When I can't hear you, I know you still hear every word I pray
And I want you more than I want to live another day
And as I wait for you, maybe I'm made more faithful

Saturday, October 2, 2010

...




i wanted to wrack you!!!




cousin's sis wedding



its her wonderful wedding <3
its my dreamed wedding  <3



retrieved from Adrian & Rachel's wedding photos

school

yesterday, i had a great chat with serene
she was cleaning her car when i came back from dinner
we talked about our studies.
and we agreed so much that local university's educational system really pissed us off
we missed our primary and secondary school life even more
at least we got satisfaction after finished up piles of homework
at least we proved the mathematics equation
at least we knew what was it all about in physics
at least we had fun learning biology
at least we were gratified to balance out those chemistry equations
but now? what were we doing?
we were just dealing with all those s*** that couldn't even guarantee our future
what kind of research that we had done?
nope, we only touched on the surface and that was all
what made us to feel proud of what we were undertaking?
i am sorry, that was a no for my answer
what was so great to be a degree holder?
or we just wanted to complete our must-be-completed 19 years of educational life?
duh.....
yea i believed that education is not received but achieved. but please just study on our local university's system....
duh..... [again] think of it.... duh.... [again and again]
and
i was a bit kind of regret entering here...
if i were given a second choice, i would be probably leaving
some circumstances changed me or perhaps us
from a young freshman possessed with strong enthusiasm of learning
to someone that really lost passion on studies


i felt uneasy with all these....

不懂

你认为你很聪明吗?
你认为你很懂吗?
你认为你很了解吗?

不.....
你累了...
你不聪明了...
你不懂了...
你不了解了...
对不起...

Thursday, September 30, 2010

could i?

do not cry..... think on the other side....
thing might not be that bad....

Monday, September 27, 2010

ipoh white coffee













by sipping coffee, could i not remember all?
if yes, i would like to have a sip everyday.........

Sunday, September 26, 2010

darling~


hello..
where are my dearest nsm, lsy and lkl?
i miss you guys so much
i miss the days when we could laugh so loud together until we got stomach cramp
i miss you guys more when i am here
the feeling of being together never fade away
because that is the realest and most precious feeling
we never lie to each other
and when anyone of us is falling down, we will always be there to support and lend a helping hand
all i want is laughter
still remember how we used to be so crazy during school time?
i remember all. i never forget

tonight, i miss you guys more than any night

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

brilliant


you are brilliant
i thought you have forgotten about the question
but out of sudden, you gave me an answer
a correct answer... BINGO
you are really smart in many ways
haha
but you still need to learn something from me
i guess its lesson 6 now
hehehe...




介意

我介意
很介意
非常介意
 what so ever... none of my business

dont know


i am not making any revenge
why should i?
what make you to think of that?
i am just doing what i suppose to do
i want to be as good with you
but how?
every time when i think back on how you ignore me
and how u purposely neglect me
especially when i needed you the most
i would still feel the pain inside my heart
it is just so painful and i couldn't describe it 
and now you are saying that i am making revenge? 
i do not think anyone taught me to do that, so i don't know, cuz i didn't learn
i am still talking with you
i am still helping you in many ways
most importantly, i am still laughing with you [that is all you want, laughter, i guess]

i am not like you, i couldn't see any sadness from anyone, so i take care of your feeling
and i guess you didn't and made me suffered and heart aching
thank you for letting my heart to ache, always.....

Thursday, September 16, 2010

arigato


firstly, take it out from fridge
secondly, put it on table for 1 to 2 minutes
lastly, enjoy :)


thank you
ありがとう

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

A rainy morning


its my first rainy morning at home
it resembles a good morning
thanks god that i had enough sleep yesterday

rainy day make me to think back of my first year ... 
time really flies, and here comes my final fourth year
what have i done throughout these years?
did i go through them wonderfully and meaningfully?
hmm... arr.... err... 
see... i am doubting
but few things for sure
there are laughter, of cause
there are tears, definately
some people come
and some of them leave
and absolutely, i took lessons, my life lesson...

ps: do not rain so frequently, else, i would be thinking a lot then, LOL...

Monday, September 13, 2010

time to perah my otak again

i think i am not having a holiday
i am facing my laptop doing my works for the entire week
whether i did anything or not, that is not in the topic
what i want to concern is
i am always perah-ing my otak and cause my eyes terbeliak after facing the lappie for many hours
its another week
again same thing happened
pity to my otak and eyes

few more days to go before i head back to malacca
i do not hope anything like what happened before the holiday happen again....
be mature *talking to myself*
and those are not fun at all
i have no time~ NO time~