Go ahead....

I want to start this post with "Go ahead... As long as you could smile and would not tremble again."

I want to be missing in action for a while, can i?

I am really tired and exhausted

Too much of conflicts and mis-communication happened these few weeks

And i am so sorry that i couldn't settle it in the most preferable way

Learned in certain subject that when a Sole Proprietorship is formed, it is solely owned by one person and you can decide what ever you want to do, as long as it makes you profit... The main thing is, you don't have to share and all decision is in your hand, you don have to bother other people... 

That could be applied in business world and I don't think it can be applied in our real life.. 

Many thing need to be considered 

And too much of consideration on other people probably wouldn't bring any expected result and it might be hurting.

心再痛也要加油~ ♥ 

 he is cute n smart cuz he is wearing a sharp spines coat...

A trust

I got to know something that you have never told me before

I believe that because i was believing in you all the while

I hope that the trust that i put on you is Worthwhile

I have crystal heart, even worst then taufu heart because once the crystal's broken, it took time to reform. I believe that taufu could be re-made in a short time...

I have used to the life when i was in penang.

I was alone most of the time but at least i felt the calm, in my inner heart.

Previously

Everyday

I was hoping for something to happen but i know it would not

Now

I want to make things to happen

Waiting for it to come is an act of a loser

ps: An advice from mr george which is buat bodoh, life would be happier and more fun 

chicken drumstick yummy-nye:Q

ust had mom's dishes which were delivered all way from ipoh [special thanks to kellnie:))]

finally, i had a proper and yummy dinner since i got back to school.

i miss mom so much

if  i were in ipoh, mom would have cooked a lot of dishes for me, and most importantly, she would have made my fav soup...

when i was a kid, mom [and dad of course] made sure that i was well fed, well dressed and well disciplined.

as i grew up, i used to grumble that mom did not understand me and she did not care me much.

but i begin to realise that she was too struggling to get close to us and to understand us more.

just that she expressed her love in different way...

thank you mom for taking care and loving us without hoping anything in returns

i love you so much

XOXOXO love you....

I have no guts to buy you

Went out with miss nicole 1 day

Omg, the shop was doing offer, how could we miss it...

So we went into the shop and grabbed as lot as we could

Grabbed... grabbed.. grabbed....

and kept trying on...

Here...

One of the outfit that i had planned to buy...

take 1

nicole's outfit was just nice and simple

i like mine because it looked kinda casual and trendy
i could somemore put my hands into the pockets... cool...

take 2

haha sorry miss nicole, something was blocking you...

take 3

Oh Gosh~

LubangSsss....

I did not dare to buy you la.......

If not... you would be mine~

you would be mine~~ ><

at the end, i only bought a bag, and nicole got herself nothing

The bell rings

The bell rings, it's time for us to get back to school.

It has been 8 months that i never step into my school compound since Nov 2009.

After 21 weeks of industrial training and weeks of holiday, i guess everything changed.

Be frank, I feel reluctant to go to school, to sit all day inside the lecturer room, or to go to the lab and start on our endless projectSSsss....

I have class at 10am, and i m shaking now.... I feel scared to attend class... [haih....... wat la u lcl....]

Gotta get ready for class now... [still shaking]