selfish

one day, i would be as selfish as possible

unless, you are my family, my soul partner or my closest friends...

hmm

al izz well...

all is fine

will be fine

do what do you think its right

and forget what should be forgotten

do you remember, how excited you are when you get to see something different?

yea, i am trapped at this time being

i will set myself free

bye bye

*piak*

a very very long *PIAK* on my face.... 

*PIAK PIAK PIAK*

happy new year 2011!!

barack obama says

"I don't think there's some magic trick here. I think I've got a good nose for talent, so I hire really good people. And I've got a pretty healthy ego, so I'm not scared of hiring the smartest people, even when they're smarter than me. And I have a low tolerance of nonsense and turf battles and game-playing, and I send that message very clearly. And so over time, I think, people start trusting each other, and they stay focused on mission, as opposed to personal ambition or grievance. If you've got really smart people who are all focused on the same mission, then usually you can get some things done." -- Barack Obama

woo wow

oh my goodness.... woo wow.... isn't it amazing? 

from : national geographic 
Monarch Butterfly, Mexico

机会

不喜欢你这样

love me for me

love me for me

not for what i have done

or what i will become -- JJ Heller

do not take things for granted :' )

to U, this time, KE :)

nothing is going to change who you are and what you are

believe in yourself that you could do it

believe in yourself that the decision that you made is absolutely making yourself comfortable

believe in yourself that you would live happier without things that you have used to be with....

bear in mind that placing yourself in dilemma is nothing fun... 

i believe in you, as you are my lil sista <3

promise me n promise yourself that you are my prettiest lil sista :)

WCC

will be going out with wcc for breakfast later

wcc, even though you could be so fierce sometime, but i have treated you as my best friend and of course my big sista... :)

every time when i wanted to talk to someone, i will always get into your room and talk to you regardless whether you wanted to talk to me or not. 

kinda funny that i could click with you well, hope that you feel the same too...

wcc... i appreciate you and its really well-worthy for knowing you... 

even though we are not sticking to each other every single minute

who cares? i could still feel the togetherness between us

you occupied a place in my heart

i will forever and ever remember who are you to me...

<3 you, wcc....

i remember how you hold my hand, few times, especially when i need you... thank you... 

relax

relax.....

sleep and now its the time to wake up

wakey wakey...

G.O.D

i know that i cannot do what i have repeatedly told myself

learn something

that we do not make decision

we never ever make decision

because HE helps you

so the only decision that we could make is

life our life happily.... 

<3 <3 <3

hmm

some time, i do not need anything extreme...

just some little action might make me to feel happy and blissful

lesson 1

do not always think that you are right

people is not anyone to you

you have no right to puppet them so that they could be the way you want

do not ever blame on other people and say that how innocent you are

if you have done wrong, admit it then change it

people wont be upset or angry if that is not your fault

there must be something that you have done wrongly

admit the fault and think back what have you done

even a minor mistake could lead to disaster

respect and accept what people judge on you as there must be some reason behind

do not always fight because you think you are right

everyone thinks that they are right

but if someone pointed out your mistake, accept it and rub it off

be aware, be careful, do not ever, never repeat the mistakes again

never ever.....!

 

you say it best when you say nothing at all

its amazing how you can speak right to my heart

without saying a word you can light up the dark.....

i recalled when we walked aside all the way to car park

i remembered when we could sit at a corner talking and laughing so loud as if no one could hear us

touch of your hand says you catch me whenever i fall

we were always together supporting each other without letting each to fall

i believe that you were not letting me to fall, i believe that...

its happy when recalling the past because that were just so fabulous

its sad too when mentioning the past because we are going to separate, so soon.. we won't be hanging out like what we did anymore....

too many happened... 

i shall appreciate them....  


and do not remember the sadness... 

back off? No way

that is me and that is always me

want to

i want to let myself go too

sometimes when we touch

Sometimes When We Touch

You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And who am I to judge you
On what you say or do?
I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize fighter
Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you
And I know how hard you've tried
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

faithful

When I can't feel you, I have learned to reach out just the same
When I can't hear you, I know you still hear every word I pray
And I want you more than I want to live another day
And as I wait for you, maybe I'm made more faithful

A rainy morning

its my first rainy morning at home

it resembles a good morning

thanks god that i had enough sleep yesterday

rainy day make me to think back of my first year ... 

time really flies, and here comes my final fourth year

what have i done throughout these years?

did i go through them wonderfully and meaningfully?

hmm... arr.... err... 

see... i am doubting

but few things for sure

there are laughter, of cause

there are tears, definately

some people come

and some of them leave

and absolutely, i took lessons, my life lesson...

ps: do not rain so frequently, else, i would be thinking a lot then, LOL...

XOXO

i want hugs!!! i want hugs so badly!!!

i want a kiss!!! i want it so desperately!!!

i want to lie on shoulder!!! i want to lie on it so dreadfully!!!

i want everything!!! i want it so greedily!!!

HaHaHa... lai lai lai... i want to grab you all!!!

ELMO is biting TYRA... 
Grrhhgg... bite u ar...