i am not making any revenge
why should i?
what make you to think of that?
i am just doing what i suppose to do
i want to be as good with you
but how?
every time when i think back on how you ignore me
and how u purposely neglect me
especially when i needed you the most
i would still feel the pain inside my heart
it is just so painful and i couldn't describe it
and now you are saying that i am making revenge?
i do not think anyone taught me to do that, so i don't know, cuz i didn't learn
i am still talking with you
i am still helping you in many ways
most importantly, i am still laughing with you [that is all you want, laughter, i guess]
i am not like you, i couldn't see any sadness from anyone, so i take care of your feeling
and i guess you didn't and made me suffered and heart aching
thank you for letting my heart to ache, always.....