December 2016

It's been quite long that I didn't post anything here. It's good to have some kind of diary so that I could review and recall what had happened in the past. I have gone through all the previous posts. I am sure that I am getting better each and every day. 

All the while, I have been doing or working hard in order to get what I want in return. Sometime, things just don't go in the way I wish. People says when you want something so much, just think about it and pray positively because there is law of attraction. I tried, I always try. After a lot of trial, I start to disbelieve this attraction and would rather believe in myself as I know that it doesn't work so well on me. 

In these few years time, I become more understanding. I love my closed one because they are the one who shower me with patience and care. I love knowledge so I won't stop studying and learning. The more I study and learn the more I feel how tiny I actually am. So much more for me to discover. I love working but I don't like to work with bunch of people who is not like-minded. So, looking for liked-minded people is not easy. I appreciate when I found them.  

After so many years, I think I become less expressive. I think I prefer to keep things to myself or just share with my closest one than putting it up in social blog. LOL~ 

It may not be a good whole year of 2016. I might have bad days more than good one, but they teach me something... 

To be continued~ 

happy birthday to me :)

one year has gone. i have been ended my study for one year already. its fast. and i have done nothing much. but what i have gained for this whole year is, my tear of happiness is more than my tears of sadness. working doesn't sound fun for me, at this moment. haha, ok, one year time is up :P.

at last, let the past faded and go ahead with new life.
expect less. demand less
give more love to people whom you love
contribute more to the team that you want to work with
move it move it, move my butts and life live healthy and happily. 

感情，新篇（1）

谢谢你
一直支持我
让我觉得原来有些东西是可以这样的。。。
给点时间我继续把新篇写好。。。
慢慢写。。。：）

感情，久篇，不吐不快

它留下了深深的疤。

。。。


体谅你，保护你，通通都是傻瓜才做的事。
只会投诉。呸！你有给我好过吗？
想起就心痛。就想两巴扫过去。
坚持了很久，又怎样？
没名没份的跟你一起，是你十五十六，你还能我怎样！？
 
*一巴掌过去*

幸福

幸福其实可以很简单
爱她就得保护她，让她觉得跟你在一起会有安全感。
在一段感情里，我在乎安全感，在乎踏踏实实的感觉。


。。。
：）

Adele - Set Fire to the Rain Lyrics

Avril Lavigne - Wish You Were Here

The Band Perry - If I Die Young

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a, bed of roses

Sink me in the river, at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother

She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and

Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no

Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well

I've had just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a bed of roses

Sink me in the river at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well

I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white, when I come into your kingdom

I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger,

I've never known the lovin' of a man

But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand,

There's a boy here in town who says he'll love me forever,

Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well,

I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell them for a dollar

They're worth so much more after I'm a goner

And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'

Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a bed of roses

Sink me in the river at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

Uh oh (uh, oh)

The ballad of a dove (uh, oh)

Go with peace and love

Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket

Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well

I've had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I'll wear my pearls

韋禮安-慢慢等MV(電視完整版)

妳終究佔據了我的心房　我終於知道什麼叫做瘋狂
因為妳我不再怕黑暗　想著妳讓我更加勇敢
妳說妳害怕曾經受過的傷　過去發生的情節讓妳迷惘
害怕重演　在妳身上
怯步　讓妳失去了方向

或許我沒資格說什麼(有誰不會害怕呢)
但我知道我會願意等(妳相信我的時候)

＠我會慢慢等　慢慢等　慢慢等

慢慢等　慢慢等　慢慢等.....等上線　的鈴聲
慢慢等　等到我都睡著了　耐心等只為了心動那一刻

我會慢慢等　慢慢等　慢慢等
慢慢等　慢慢等　慢慢等.....等紅燈　變綠燈
慢慢等　當妳突然覺得冷　我會握著溫暖在　在這裡等著

tck

During the journey of life, what you can do is always be SMART.

You must be smart when you are facing people of different kind.

Try different way (pusing-pusing abit>>> haha this is good :P)

All is about SMART and it takes time. 

:from a wise friend of mine :))

 

。。。没题

总觉得静静的时候很舒服=）

尤其是没杂念的时候..... =)

可以了

放下包袱了。可以重新装东西了。

之前办不到，请谅解。

想

scid

Happy Birthday :)

2nd weekend

I will think of the thing happened previously when something similar happened now

I do not really like it because the previous experiences taught me a lot

Like the saying goes, we learned from mistake

And yes, from there we grow

The process of growing up is complicated

It indicates that something need to happen then only we can justify what should do and what should not

I can keep my mouth shut for a whole day, not because I am angry with anything or what, just that i prefer keeping silence and grab some book to read.... [lol, its kinda a sign of growing up....]

GG.L, may what you told me come true la hor

.......

爸

爸

...

我们跑步, 过后歇息, 一面走走, 一面谈天

我对他说, "很恶心" x3 还当他是沙包般, 在他背部打了几下

他没生气, 还笑着说 "哪, 我只给你打三次啊...." 

我含泪, 真的打了下去....

我的委屈, 我的坚持, 我的愚蠢, 他知道

他的每一句都是肺腑之言....

他保护我

当我说气话的是候,说要算帐的时候, 他还说 "不用, 放下, 静静的....不要把它弄难堪... 损失什么也好, 放下它..."

"当局者迷, 不要怪人, 只怪自己, 负那个责任..." 爸说

"他不负责任..."我说, 还是很堵气

"过去了... 叫你忘记, 这是很老土的, 我知道. 专著其他东西. 定时做运动, 能帮忙提高血清素."

"他可能好, 但不是对你, 知道这是不值得的, 现在这样,你应该感到高兴..."

爸

love you

=3

I heard your story.

I know a little bit of what are your concern.

Dear, hope you to stay happy and move on

I found it hard actually, but i am doing so

Lets shake our butt

And do it~~

good luck~

Haha you did that to your own finger XD

the only one

 

There are a lot of different kind of people in this world

Some are really good, they walk the talk

Some only speak louder than action

Some love other more than themselves

Some love themselves the most aka selfish

Some could be so imaginary

Some are being so realistic

Some are hanging their life, lingering around, seeking for a chance

Some are struggling hard to grab the opportunity as they know time waits no man

Some take thing for granted

Some only take what they deserve

.....

There are still a lot to describe

Which kind are you?

I used to justify what is wrong and what is right, stubbornly

I used to feel remorse as i was not good enough 

BUT

Why should we judge and demoralize own self?

No one has the right to do that

I love me, myself

I am nothing now, i know

But this doesn't mean that i need to change myself to another person

CHANGE to another BETTER me

Invest appropriate time (this time i gotta be smart dy, ISH!!) to get thing proven

Going to start working and a lot more to be explored.

Posses the greatest mind set prior to exploring

"shun shun lei lei..... "

another 1 from nsm

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up: 

if a boy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. 

every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. 

but sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. 

how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. 

and maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. 

maybe the happy ending is just moving on. 

or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope.

ya nsm

"don't justify who's right who's wrong... all these doesn't matter anymore....
walk away~" nsm