school

yesterday, i had a great chat with serene
she was cleaning her car when i came back from dinner

we talked about our studies.

and we agreed so much that local university's educational system really pissed us off

we missed our primary and secondary school life even more

at least we got satisfaction after finished up piles of homework

at least we proved the mathematics equation

at least we knew what was it all about in physics

at least we had fun learning biology

at least we were gratified to balance out those chemistry equations

but now? what were we doing?

we were just dealing with all those s*** that couldn't even guarantee our future

what kind of research that we had done?

nope, we only touched on the surface and that was all

what made us to feel proud of what we were undertaking?

i am sorry, that was a no for my answer

what was so great to be a degree holder?

or we just wanted to complete our must-be-completed 19 years of educational life?

duh.....

yea i believed that education is not received but achieved. but please just study on our local university's system....

duh..... [again] think of it.... duh.... [again and again]

and

i was a bit kind of regret entering here...

if i were given a second choice, i would be probably leaving

some circumstances changed me or perhaps us

from a young freshman possessed with strong enthusiasm of learning

to someone that really lost passion on studies

i felt uneasy with all these....