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Monday, June 20, 2011

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我们跑步, 过后歇息, 一面走走, 一面谈天
我对他说, "很恶心" x3 还当他是沙包般, 在他背部打了几下
他没生气, 还笑着说 "哪, 我只给你打三次啊...." 
我含泪, 真的打了下去....
我的委屈, 我的坚持, 我的愚蠢, 他知道
他的每一句都是肺腑之言....
他保护我
当我说气话的是候,说要算帐的时候, 他还说 "不用, 放下, 静静的....不要把它弄难堪... 损失什么也好, 放下它..."
"当局者迷, 不要怪人, 只怪自己, 负那个责任..." 爸说
"他不负责任..."我说, 还是很堵气
"过去了... 叫你忘记, 这是很老土的, 我知道. 专著其他东西. 定时做运动, 能帮忙提高血清素."
"他可能好, 但不是对你, 知道这是不值得的, 现在这样,你应该感到高兴..."

love you

=3

I heard your story.
I know a little bit of what are your concern.
Dear, hope you to stay happy and move on

I found it hard actually, but i am doing so
Lets shake our butt
And do it~~
good luck~
Haha you did that to your own finger XD

Friday, June 17, 2011

the only one

There are a lot of different kind of people in this world
Some are really good, they walk the talk
Some only speak louder than action
Some love other more than themselves
Some love themselves the most aka selfish
Some could be so imaginary
Some are being so realistic
Some are hanging their life, lingering around, seeking for a chance
Some are struggling hard to grab the opportunity as they know time waits no man
Some take thing for granted
Some only take what they deserve
.....
There are still a lot to describe
Which kind are you?
I used to justify what is wrong and what is right, stubbornly
I used to feel remorse as i was not good enough 
BUT
Why should we judge and demoralize own self?
No one has the right to do that
I love me, myself
I am nothing now, i know
But this doesn't mean that i need to change myself to another person
CHANGE to another BETTER me
Invest appropriate time (this time i gotta be smart dy, ISH!!) to get thing proven

Going to start working and a lot more to be explored.
Posses the greatest mind set prior to exploring

"shun shun lei lei..... "

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

another 1 from nsm

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up: 
if a boy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending. 
every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. 
but sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs
how to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. 
and maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. 
maybe the happy ending is just moving on. 
or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope.

ya nsm

"don't justify who's right who's wrong... all these doesn't matter anymore....
walk away~" nsm

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

thank you

Thank you for loving me
Thank you for being there with me when i was sad
Thank you for wiping my tears when i was crying
Thank you for crying together with me, and sorry i don't mean to make you cry too
Thank you for the words of encouragement
Thank you for being unite to fight together with me
Thank you all, for your LOVE

Live a new life~~ I LOVE YOU ALL

Monday, June 6, 2011

贱男

You have wasted all my trust towards you
Even when things come to the worst, i still want to be positive to everything.
But now, I am sorry to say that you are such a true liar, a jerk.... 贱男!!!
Behave yourself, watch out every of your manners.
Do you know how to spell SHAME? Or you are SHAMELESS?!
GoodBye