stupid

i should be the one leading

but now?

i am lacking a lot behind

i am scared

i am trembling

and i even do not want to face the truth

i wan to even run away

from my project

i am doubting that whether i could handle it or not

it is not hard

but i always hold myself back

i do not dare to proceed on it

i am stupid

i am cowardice

but, i promise, in four days time, i would work it till the end