dont know

i am not making any revenge

why should i?

what make you to think of that?

i am just doing what i suppose to do

i want to be as good with you

but how?

every time when i think back on how you ignore me

and how u purposely neglect me

especially when i needed you the most

i would still feel the pain inside my heart

it is just so painful and i couldn't describe it 

and now you are saying that i am making revenge? 

i do not think anyone taught me to do that, so i don't know, cuz i didn't learn

i am still talking with you

i am still helping you in many ways

most importantly, i am still laughing with you [that is all you want, laughter, i guess]

i am not like you, i couldn't see any sadness from anyone, so i take care of your feeling

and i guess you didn't and made me suffered and heart aching

thank you for letting my heart to ache, always.....